58 - Phone

[ceasetoexist]

I lived through it. All of it.

I guess when I first got here I would have said that to brag, but now I guess I want to say....I dunno. That if that's their worst? It can still be beaten.

God. I don't know. I suck at being all "blah blah hope blah blah it'll be fine" since it's usually bullcrap. But I guess I'm just saying. What happened sucked, but it's not like...the most hopeless thing ever.

They're scared. That's what I think. It's why they went this far. I dunno if we're on to something but we must have done something right to make them do something that drastic.

Because you know what I think? They're demanding we be thankful? They need us to. I don't know why yet, but it's necessary for whatever system they've got going on. Think about it. The demand for conformity, the droning to what's desired if we don't. They need us to be here and act a specific way, because if we don't....well, I dunno. I think that it's that if we exist here for long enough, not doing what they want? We compromise their system. They need us to behave a certain way or something doesn't stick, or the stability of this place'll start going off, or something.

That's what I think.

Hey. Idiots. And I'm pretty sure you know which ones I'm talking to? Not that I care or anything, but call me if you can, y'know, manage to use the phone.

Comments

[godisachild.livejournal.com]

Well except maybe here, from what I'm finding out. Sheesh.

[timetables.livejournal.com]

Maybe this is all just one giant church.

[godisachild.livejournal.com]

See. That's it.

Maybe if we all just sing a rousing chorus of hymnals and show we have some old time religion they'll let us out.

[timetables.livejournal.com]

Still don't want to do it.

[godisachild.livejournal.com]

See, you say that now? But eventually you'll do what all musicians do and sell out and make a rap about God or something.

Might as well do it now.

[timetables.livejournal.com]

Hm...

Nah.

[godisachild.livejournal.com]

Man, you sure?

Think of all the big money you're turning down.

[timetables.livejournal.com]

Not in it for the money bro.

[godisachild.livejournal.com]

That's what they all say.

And you know what happens in the end?

[timetables.livejournal.com]

You either go the way of 2pac or Ice Cube.

[godisachild.livejournal.com]

Or Vanilla Ice.

Like, does he even do anything anymore?

[timetables.livejournal.com]

Hear he got iced.

[godisachild.livejournal.com]

Guy was totally asking for it.

[timetables.livejournal.com]

Turned into vanilla yogurt.

[godisachild.livejournal.com]

The blandest of all yogurts.

Pretty fitting.

[timetables.livejournal.com]

Probably got slurped down by some fatass in a convenience store, not even knowing what he was actually eating.

[godisachild.livejournal.com]

That night, that guy had dreams of the blandest rap ever conceived, and vowed to never go to that convenience store again.

Jeez. What kind of convenience store would specialize in selling crappy rappers as food anyway?

[timetables.livejournal.com]

No convenience store I would ever grace with my patronage, I'll say that much.

[godisachild.livejournal.com]

Can you imagine the kinds of tools that would hang out outside that store, exchanging like 8-deck tapes or some crap? People who hang outside of convenience stores are pretty lame to begin with, but that'd be a new breed of pathetic.

[timetables.livejournal.com]

...you mean drug dealers?

[godisachild.livejournal.com]

Well it's not just drug dealers. I mean like...those pathetic tools who'll just sit on the side of the building, like screwing around with their beanies and crap. Those aren't drug dealers.

[timetables.livejournal.com]

Pretty sure those are drug dealers too, bro.

[godisachild.livejournal.com]

Huh. I guess there is a lesson to be learned about dealing drugs after all.

[timetables.livejournal.com]

There's no such thing as a free lunch?

[godisachild.livejournal.com]

No. There's very few ways to really deal drugs in a cool fashion.