Oh yeah I must be doing it because of you! It must all be because of your stupid world, huh?
[He wipes his eyes with his sleeve, gritting his teeth to keep from sniveling. He's so angry right now, and upset and...he doesn't want this fake of the stupid future boy to see that.]
Well it was! Some of it was, okay? But I have people here too that I c-care about and I just wanted to give them something! That's all I wanted! They deserved something better and they deserve a better friend than me! I'm not even a real existence by this point! It's meaningless, so I'd try to leave something with meaning there instead!
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Date: 2011-12-22 05:35 am (UTC)[He wipes his eyes with his sleeve, gritting his teeth to keep from sniveling. He's so angry right now, and upset and...he doesn't want this fake of the stupid future boy to see that.]
Well it was! Some of it was, okay? But I have people here too that I c-care about and I just wanted to give them something! That's all I wanted! They deserved something better and they deserve a better friend than me! I'm not even a real existence by this point! It's meaningless, so I'd try to leave something with meaning there instead!
Happy now? Are you happy now?